My story is not for the religious or the atheistic or the agnostic... it is for everyone interested in the truth. This blog contains first drafts of poetry and prose for my series of books on Christ, the first of which, Waking Up Jesus, is being greeted kindly by critics. Thank you... John Scott Ridgway
TRUE STORY:
WAKING UP JESUS
The ongoing story of Jesus waking up in Chicago, in the body of an agnostic writer,
who is nothing like the Son of God the right-wing Christians watching him expected.
You are welcome to share my work with a link bank... keep getting asked this...
Last time I was here, I told them I would not lead a revolution, that I was there to spread heresy. The crowds thinned. The day they killed me, I marched alone... This time I have returned to find Romes Soldiers Sleeping, content they have killed off the Troublesome Jew. I was surprised how bloody the Indiana boy became as my sword fell again and again ....
In the years since this story began in 2007, my secret fame has spread out from the halls of power that kept me secret all these years, as they waited for the Christ to finally wake up...
I try to imagine their anticipation.
Remember a dream I had in my twenties about running thru Chicago screaming that Christ was coming back, and man oh man was I happy... a cloud came through the middle of the skyscrapers above me, in the thin strip of blue above Dowtown State street, and I expected to see Christ... instead, just a bunch of musicians painted up like Ziggy stardust.
I surprised my keepers. They thought they had me figured out from the Bible. If that book could have told you everything, there would be no need at all for me.
Jesus: "I have become Known across this planet as a dangerous man with a growing force of hidden followers who value my orders more than life itself. A prophet of war. Once and future King in a court of shadows. Life and death in my hands every damn day. I ROAR, your most mighty shit themselves and run. I make myself a known threat, so I can try to negotiate what otherwise requires bullets and blood. I am here to free the enslaved in body and mind. I cannot be defeated. When the Will of God and The WILL OF THE PEOPLE ARE ONE, NO FORCE ON EARTH CAN STOP US!"
Monday, October 24, 2011
PISSING OFF THE HAPSBURGS AGAIN... sorry my English Subjects
Ha... and today I saw a show about how she turns off the lights. The tens of thousands of dollars worth of electricity they charge to the English Duples is hardly effected. What a farce. They are Germans. Nothing against Gemans.. some great stuff there, good folks, very green and progressive...not the queen, no they banned Nazi' there under any name.... and they were known sympathizers right up until the bombs dropped. Probably had a plan to rule on as nazi's, and still do.
HULK SAY....
Here is why you redistribute cash and land - MONEY IS POWER AND ONE PERCENT HAVE MOST OF IT... and their needs --- their exorbitant needs, must be met even as others starve, and live homeless in their cars with their children, scavenging from garbage for food. WE FIGHT NOW OR FOREVER HOLD OUR COWARDLY PEACE.
offer to be on my new internet broadcast
CONTACT ME IF YOU HAVE A TWO TO THREE MINUTE OR SHORTER, FACEBOOK ENTRY, POEM, ESSAY, RANT... OR ESPECIALLY COMEDY SKITS THAT HAVE A POLITICAL BENT... OR ISSUE THAT NEEDS PUBLICITY.... contact me about where to go for free to record an essay FOR THE ELVES ATTIC internet Broadcast, beginning on Halloweed, and continuing on TWICE A WEEK from there.... an Egyptian reporter telling us how the different factions are fighting for control of their revolution, Chicago, home of improv, got me trained by one of the three founders, the one who said politics was more important than money, and split from the Saturday Night Guys to do guerrilla street theater, and teach that... sp go to spreaker and record some stuff for free, put it on my facebook feed.... and I will add it to our library at the broadcastes..... EVERYTHING WILL BE UP FOR PODCAST LATER SO YOU DO NOT HAVE TO CHOOSE BETWEEN THIS AND A HALLOWEED PARTTY..... I know who would lose.... with some. Others will be smoking bongs in some small town laughing at my stuff... or some small country...one of the hundred that inhabit my blog...
caged angels
ANGELS WITH CLIPPED WINGS
THE BEST OF DISGUISES
THEY USE
TO KEEP MAN
FROM KNOWING
WHAT SORT OF POWER
STANDS
AT THE READY
IN THEIR MIDST
luminescent white wings held tight
to his body
covering his back
reaching down
to his calves
He
PACES THE CAGE
made gorgeous by hi keepers
who fear a day of vengeance will come
when the son of God will release the creatures
they have caged
they would have lost all worldly power
if men and women with wings
began being born
around the planet
the decision was made
that they they could
be aliens
whatever... a threat to power
is a threat to power
they think this one is the leader
others fear he is the Christ himself
come down to suffer with his soldiers
HIS FACE is SERENE as
he takes the four steps across the
filthy concrete
He KNOWs his 'seeming human captures'
CANNOT CONTAIN
THE REACH OF THEIR POWER
Just a TEMPORARY PLACE THEY WAIT
FOR THE ORDER TO COME DOWN
TO BREAK OUT AND LEAD
THE RIGHTEOUS TO THE SON
a place to watch the enemy
see how they will react to the rising
of the child now man
flesh chosen to hold the soul
of the son of God
He is ready
waiting with patience
for an end he resents and does not understand
that which the prophecy say no one
not even the son can know
the time
when the Father declares
the END...ALL PLANETS DIE
the World needs people to step up...
and I always have,
always will....
no matter how many of them there are.
I am in this net
because HERE
THE WORLD WIDE CONSCIOUS WILL DEVELop,
the peaceful world we can
HOPEfully leave our children
to build in the ashes of the one percent
WAKING UP JESUS, VOLUME TWO...
THE BEST OF DISGUISES
THEY USE
TO KEEP MAN
FROM KNOWING
WHAT SORT OF POWER
STANDS
AT THE READY
IN THEIR MIDST
luminescent white wings held tight
to his body
covering his back
reaching down
to his calves
He
PACES THE CAGE
made gorgeous by hi keepers
who fear a day of vengeance will come
when the son of God will release the creatures
they have caged
they would have lost all worldly power
if men and women with wings
began being born
around the planet
the decision was made
that they they could
be aliens
whatever... a threat to power
is a threat to power
they think this one is the leader
others fear he is the Christ himself
come down to suffer with his soldiers
HIS FACE is SERENE as
he takes the four steps across the
filthy concrete
He KNOWs his 'seeming human captures'
CANNOT CONTAIN
THE REACH OF THEIR POWER
Just a TEMPORARY PLACE THEY WAIT
FOR THE ORDER TO COME DOWN
TO BREAK OUT AND LEAD
THE RIGHTEOUS TO THE SON
a place to watch the enemy
see how they will react to the rising
of the child now man
flesh chosen to hold the soul
of the son of God
He is ready
waiting with patience
for an end he resents and does not understand
that which the prophecy say no one
not even the son can know
the time
when the Father declares
the END...ALL PLANETS DIE
the World needs people to step up...
and I always have,
always will....
no matter how many of them there are.
I am in this net
because HERE
THE WORLD WIDE CONSCIOUS WILL DEVELop,
the peaceful world we can
HOPEfully leave our children
to build in the ashes of the one percent
WAKING UP JESUS, VOLUME TWO...
The list goes on and on....
don't mix religion with military/politics/dinner/
the nightly news (dog and pony shows only-fluff stuff)/laughter dies
almost if you are not careful in this dangerous world
slippery slopes in every folded up foil tin
every clear little baggy passed
between addicted and gangs battling for terroritory
all over this flaming world
blood everywhere over the world wide
prohibition
prisons filled with pot heads
pathetic
pathetic law
pathetic laws that abandon someone you know or knew
to jail -- some more than one
good folk who deserve nothing except a pat on the back
for being easy to deal with and honest small buinesses
What a world I have been born into
so much to change in such a short amount of time
most spent so far inside the egg of academia
Now out and preaching in ways subtle
and hidden
as much
as a claim of not taking credit for how I appear
or what I am
as much to not care and remain humble and
as small as possible before HIS IMMENSITY
A BEING at the center of the BIG BANG
THAT SAVE SOME FROM OBLITERATION
don't mix religion with military/politics/dinner/
the nightly news (dog and pony shows only-fluff stuff)/laughter dies
almost if you are not careful in this dangerous world
slippery slopes in every folded up foil tin
every clear little baggy passed
between addicted and gangs battling for terroritory
all over this flaming world
blood everywhere over the world wide
prohibition
prisons filled with pot heads
pathetic
pathetic law
pathetic laws that abandon someone you know or knew
to jail -- some more than one
good folk who deserve nothing except a pat on the back
for being easy to deal with and honest small buinesses
What a world I have been born into
so much to change in such a short amount of time
most spent so far inside the egg of academia
Now out and preaching in ways subtle
and hidden
as much
as a claim of not taking credit for how I appear
or what I am
as much to not care and remain humble and
as small as possible before HIS IMMENSITY
A BEING at the center of the BIG BANG
THAT SAVE SOME FROM OBLITERATION
Sunday, October 23, 2011
Thursday, August 04, 2011
I ran your stock market up to 1400 and then you stole my life from me... and my money.
I was never informed of what getting paid by you people meant
how much, etc...
I told you that I would take your money back
that I am the Son and you do not get away with messing with me
cosmic rules
come after me and He comes after you
this is the MY TIME...yours is over
Satan is dead and yet his ways live on in you?
Demons one after another fell to their knees and wept
when I forgave them and made them the Angels they had once been
allowed them once more to feel THE LOVE OF GOD
I will expect TRUE TRIBUTE NOW
You will treat me with the respect that is due me or
MY FATHER's wrath will continue on your lands
I painted myself spewing lightening on the beach this summer
lightening striking angels and igniting their swords
The clearest message I can give you
that the time is coming when all humyns will see what God has wrought
they will tremble in fear or cry out in joy
you will probably not heed me
I know your ways
I need millions to travel and bring the Peace in my mind
which NONE OF YOU WILL STOP
I see devastation and I see an Eden
God gave humans free-will
He will let you decide which His Son will bring
I weep for all of you
not even my hatred can kill my love for each and every one of you
my children for too many eons to punish
I know what is coming for you... and there will be trials enough for all
how much, etc...
I told you that I would take your money back
that I am the Son and you do not get away with messing with me
cosmic rules
come after me and He comes after you
this is the MY TIME...yours is over
Satan is dead and yet his ways live on in you?
Demons one after another fell to their knees and wept
when I forgave them and made them the Angels they had once been
allowed them once more to feel THE LOVE OF GOD
I will expect TRUE TRIBUTE NOW
You will treat me with the respect that is due me or
MY FATHER's wrath will continue on your lands
I painted myself spewing lightening on the beach this summer
lightening striking angels and igniting their swords
The clearest message I can give you
that the time is coming when all humyns will see what God has wrought
they will tremble in fear or cry out in joy
you will probably not heed me
I know your ways
I need millions to travel and bring the Peace in my mind
which NONE OF YOU WILL STOP
I see devastation and I see an Eden
God gave humans free-will
He will let you decide which His Son will bring
I weep for all of you
not even my hatred can kill my love for each and every one of you
my children for too many eons to punish
I know what is coming for you... and there will be trials enough for all
Friday, June 03, 2011
Pictures of M's boy and her dog.... and photos of some drawings that will be paintings soon.
You have to cut and paste these, for some reason....
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Wednesday, May 04, 2011
The true leaders of this world are selected by bloodlines and the mystical beliefs of secret societies.
This is more my worst fear than anything else.... though the evidence keeps coming back here, horrifyingly enough.
I cannot decide if they have me hidden underground to hide me, or to keep me safe... if I a weapon of peace, or war?
I will never give up on you. I will never forsake you....
Monday, April 18, 2011
Field Reports From The Holy War
Anyone can go to heaven. From any religion. There is no madness in God that says being born in a particular time or religion or mental geography distinguishes who goes to heaven. Why would God be jealous of his own masks? Priests who write scripture on the other hand, are always proclaiming their religion can beat everyone else's.
I have to take on faith what has been shown, in my own memories and experiences, and when the world seems nothing more than flesh on a rock, remember the wonders I have experienced. I never expected this to happen, I say too often. Too true. 44 years old and unexpected events brought me into a world I was too stupid/ignorant to even suspect existed. A world where the spirits and angels and demons are real... and entrenched. To give the world a thousand years of peace when I leave... I am going to need to hunt down the evil that is left here.
I remember well a vision of fighting my way into Hell, which happened when I finally had more souls that Satan. I flew into Hell and offered them Father's Forgiveness to Satan and his minions and the poor souls he seduced. . . . even as my blood thirsted for theirs. Then the child of Satan, born into Hell and the only innocent in that place of punishment where God sent the errant Angels, came up behind his Father as he bowed before me, and used this moment of weakness to destroy the Dark Angel... tearing his being to shreds. I could not stop him.
The metaphors that shape my mind, more than anything else.... my dreams of forgiveness when in reality, I know my Father is wrathful, too. Calculating. Only so many will go along to heaven. I have seen again and again many left behind. Souls that just simply would not evolve. Satan relished such types. A vengeful creature he sought to battle that which cannot be fought... God himself. The best he could do was challenge the Son on a far distant planet.
Perhaps Satan does live, and he will be left behind, along with his angels, when we return to God. He already rules over his flock, and I over mine... as the end times come, the good will try to do what they can for the damned before they leave -- knowing that there is no Hell as harsh as knowing your Savior has come and gone.
I have to take on faith what has been shown, in my own memories and experiences, and when the world seems nothing more than flesh on a rock, remember the wonders I have experienced. I never expected this to happen, I say too often. Too true. 44 years old and unexpected events brought me into a world I was too stupid/ignorant to even suspect existed. A world where the spirits and angels and demons are real... and entrenched. To give the world a thousand years of peace when I leave... I am going to need to hunt down the evil that is left here.
I remember well a vision of fighting my way into Hell, which happened when I finally had more souls that Satan. I flew into Hell and offered them Father's Forgiveness to Satan and his minions and the poor souls he seduced. . . . even as my blood thirsted for theirs. Then the child of Satan, born into Hell and the only innocent in that place of punishment where God sent the errant Angels, came up behind his Father as he bowed before me, and used this moment of weakness to destroy the Dark Angel... tearing his being to shreds. I could not stop him.
The metaphors that shape my mind, more than anything else.... my dreams of forgiveness when in reality, I know my Father is wrathful, too. Calculating. Only so many will go along to heaven. I have seen again and again many left behind. Souls that just simply would not evolve. Satan relished such types. A vengeful creature he sought to battle that which cannot be fought... God himself. The best he could do was challenge the Son on a far distant planet.
Perhaps Satan does live, and he will be left behind, along with his angels, when we return to God. He already rules over his flock, and I over mine... as the end times come, the good will try to do what they can for the damned before they leave -- knowing that there is no Hell as harsh as knowing your Savior has come and gone.
Thursday, April 14, 2011
I have been away for a few months considering my place in your world. Since waking up to who I AM, I have been trhough many phases. In the beginning, I was appalled that people suddenly thought all of my writing was sacred. I had been writing crazy comedy about serial killers and guy obsessed with building a hamster army. Now, I can see how alarmed they were by Jesus writing such prose, but I had no idea who I was at that point.
Then I began to take relish in giving orders with my writing and seeing the creative, brilliant ways the people responded. Humbling, very humbling.
For some reason, my gut kept telling me back then to take no money, and meet no famous people, and just concentrate on your work. I did not understand this at the time, and regretted it and still do to some degree. I had this notion that I was famous and that was not going to go away. I learned my lesson on that one. I do not want all the trappings of fame anyways. My life must always remain about what will make the words flow from my fingers.
The age of 32 when I woke up last time is downplayed in religion. The truth of what happened back then was forgotten, diliberatly, when the priests were attempting to make my story fit into the old messiah myths -- myths that long predacte Christianity...... I have been many religions as I lived again trying to ease the human pain and batle the dark one. The idea that I would leave humans in the control of Satan is one of the dark ones myths. When I told you that you never know when I will walk up to and ask for a dime..... how you treat me will be of utmost importance to my Father.
The truth of my humanity never sit well with priests who wanted to be able to say I am special without even trying to explain my teachings, which as often as not would condemn the priests for their actions.
.
Thursday, April 07, 2011
Burdens of THE LAST DAY
my love for Eden
blossoms anew every Spring
undiminished
by my Father's coming Command
to burn all this shit down.
blossoms anew every Spring
undiminished
by my Father's coming Command
to burn all this shit down.
Sunday, March 27, 2011
Jesus Speaks....
The Priests used me for a club so long, that people mistake me for a club... if they knew me, they'd know I would have grabbed that club out of the priest's hand and smashed in his skull.
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
A Pale Horseman Rides The Sky
A cruel slap woke me to the PAIN
at the moment of birth;
My first cry was NO
buried in unintelligible screams.
I am a man now.
Now I catch your hand and break all the fingers.
the promise
at the moment of birth;
My first cry was NO
buried in unintelligible screams.
I am a man now.
Now I catch your hand and break all the fingers.
the promise
Thursday, March 10, 2011
Under Cover Angels
half hidden haunt behind a shade
warriors hidden about waiting
for the war He says is coming
the battles to turn hell's dominion/earth/back into His paradise
the promised peace
the least he could do for the souls he left behind
I wonder sometimes why God would ever need a Warrior
why he would cull this soul over that
maybe there is some work for souls out there
a universe of savage grace
evil greater than satan
maybe satan was training for what is to come?
Heaven is a place you can only reach in the afterlife by traveling as a soul
I have seen His face and know this is my journey's end
and others will be around me as a glowing flock
as I return to His realm
The politics and religion question
is at my mind again
I do not tie my politics to religion in that some are evil/some good
just some acting ethically for the good of all/balanced against the sacred rights
of the individual.
a mess
i know the difference between a politician and a man
a demon and a deluded sleaze bag who hates the world
and wants revenge on the world for making him miserable.
I would not be here as a man if I was needed as a God alone
there is work that can only be done in the flesh
What knows a God of a man? Less than a man knows of a God
you might as well ask the sun how a stone feels?
I will never fathom the ways of the Father
I will never understand my place under the stars
Obama Warned Is Preparing World For Return Of “The Moon God” | EUTimes.net
Obama Warned Is Preparing World For Return Of “The Moon God” | EUTimes.net
very interesting. The Global coming together of the Messiah myth. Those who know my story realize that I am one of two things, the Christ who woke up in the body of a guy who hated religions and had never quite bought the Christ stuff. Or... I was brain washed. Sadly.... after what has happened to me, there is no really going back to what I was before, but I am no better at turning water to wine than anyone else (thank God).
There are times I wish that I am the messiah of course. To have the power to right the wrongs I see and feel and fight with about every ounce of passion I can muster. A screaming monk....
Wednesday, March 09, 2011
SVU comes at me again... that is two shows slamming my clark kent
Gilbert was my best friend from childhood who died of bullying. I was born in 62, and used to drive cab.
This episode had a kid named gilbert die of bullying and the cab his dad drives has number 62 proudly displayed on it. In the end they made it about cab drivers making their kids beat each other up.
This would be co-incidence if not for the other show.
You are all so damned.....
This episode had a kid named gilbert die of bullying and the cab his dad drives has number 62 proudly displayed on it. In the end they made it about cab drivers making their kids beat each other up.
This would be co-incidence if not for the other show.
You are all so damned.....
FREE ME NOW
The time has come...
free me
to walk out and preach
fight your way here with anyway you can
I
free me
to walk out and preach
fight your way here with anyway you can
I
Saturday, February 26, 2011
FACEBOOK CONVERSATION WITH JESUS...
THIS PIECE WILL BE APPEARING IN THE NEW VOLUME OF WAKING UP JESUS, WHICH IS GOING TO UTILIZE JESUS COMMENTS ON FACEBOOK, AND CONVERSATIONS.... THIS INTROS A LOT OF STUFF... AND MAY EVEN WORK FOR A BEGINING OF THE BOOK, AS IT LAYS OUT NARRATIVES THAT I CAN EXPAND.
John Scott Ridgway February 23 at 2:57pm
I started oddly ranting about New Zeeland the other night and they had an earthquake at Christschurch. Something odd is happening. I never bring up new zeland, but for some reason I cannot even remember, I went off... and then this... maybe I am reading too much into this, but it is odd... an earth quake at Christs Church... I am sure this is some kind of sign.
I asked God for a sign ... if it is time...
I will again make Jesus a character on the radio show. You and others will know it is really me... perhaps that is what He wants?
Maybe I am being selfish by staying hidden? If someone asks me if I still believe this, I always blow them off, indicatinng that I don't without actually saying as much..
Life is confusing...
I asked God for a sign ... if it is time...
I will again make Jesus a character on the radio show. You and others will know it is really me... perhaps that is what He wants?
Maybe I am being selfish by staying hidden? If someone asks me if I still believe this, I always blow them off, indicatinng that I don't without actually saying as much..
Life is confusing...
Ilana Moalem February 23 at 3:09pm Report
i agree it is a sign..and a very loud one too...it is time..almost...it is now beginning....and with this explanation of the 144...world was created as an experiment and the 12 tribes will ascend first the heads of the tribes then the 144, 000 starseeds will ascend...it is getting serious now, i know because i am grieving that i will soon be unveiled and lose my annonymity...i just posted a song called hero...it was meant for you and hope for others...hope your sound has come back on..its hero by nickelback...i felt the same way when i heard about CHRISTCHURCH..you must be ready now..your about to come out very very soon to humanity....bless xo
Ilana Moalem February 23 at 3:13pm Report
i posted the songs with lyrics for you
John Scott Ridgway February 23 at 3:23pm
What you forget are the tens of thousands who know about me now. The people around me... usually I believe that they are protecting me, like they say, after the assassination attempts like the CIA says... but other times, i feel like a prisoner.
During my visions, I remembered going to a lot of other planets... where my fame is great. You can imagine the fame of a Godling (calling myself a God seems crazy no matter what I am) would have... and I remembered absolutly hating it. This is when there were still folks openly talking about me, and coming up to me on the streets. All of that stopped. Someone out there tries to take my orders, is my point. The mayor retired when I asked him to. I just found out Rahm took my idea from a few years ago about starting something like Israel, where everyone serves in some capacity. I have a lot more influence than people realize.
But....others are never going to know who I am, and having been an athiest, I know how hard I would have fought someone like me.
So... maybe I have already been revealed, and someone is trying to hide me. I mean, I did not like people taking my orders directly. They killed Jerry Fallwell after I wrote a poem that said to kill him. I think this is why they sent the secret service out... the agents could find only non-violent stuff in my work, and had no idea why they were sent to my house... I wonder if my people just wanted to see how I really feel about Obama, or maybe Obama himself. I am hesitant to write this even to you... but Bush thought I was Christ, and may still. Family Guy does an episode where they have Christ berating Bush... it is exactly what I did through the bugs, and Seth McFarlane was in on my work from the beginning. His Jesus character preached about whatever Idid... now, this could mean he was helping my political movement, but it could just as well be that they think I am Jesus.
I also said a long time ago that Iwould not talk to big stars or agents... I missed seeing Yoko Ono, who came to town and invited me to reveal myself at a stadium full of people. So she believes in me too. She is a witch, and was surprised when I said that was fine. I really love her. I was convinced by an agent not to go at the last second... so many people in my life are just plants. I was told once that everyone in my life is a plant. I never know if they are messing wtih my head, or it is true... but when the shit really hit the fan, I started noticing all sorts of strang e things... even my girlfriend... she knew what I was talking about one night with my co-host on the way home. I remember being surprised. For awhile, i was going to leave her over this... but I know she loves me, and even if she is a spy, she is the woman I love. Also, when I came home and she knew what I had been talking about, the radio station, which was saying all sorts of things about me, and to me... at that point they had me on live, honey... they also projected me to thousands of computers. They told me children were watching... they even asked me once if I wanted some privacy, but I wanted people to see how I was being tortured and see my life...
God, it is so unbelievable some days. I am Jesus Christ...
scott
During my visions, I remembered going to a lot of other planets... where my fame is great. You can imagine the fame of a Godling (calling myself a God seems crazy no matter what I am) would have... and I remembered absolutly hating it. This is when there were still folks openly talking about me, and coming up to me on the streets. All of that stopped. Someone out there tries to take my orders, is my point. The mayor retired when I asked him to. I just found out Rahm took my idea from a few years ago about starting something like Israel, where everyone serves in some capacity. I have a lot more influence than people realize.
But....others are never going to know who I am, and having been an athiest, I know how hard I would have fought someone like me.
So... maybe I have already been revealed, and someone is trying to hide me. I mean, I did not like people taking my orders directly. They killed Jerry Fallwell after I wrote a poem that said to kill him. I think this is why they sent the secret service out... the agents could find only non-violent stuff in my work, and had no idea why they were sent to my house... I wonder if my people just wanted to see how I really feel about Obama, or maybe Obama himself. I am hesitant to write this even to you... but Bush thought I was Christ, and may still. Family Guy does an episode where they have Christ berating Bush... it is exactly what I did through the bugs, and Seth McFarlane was in on my work from the beginning. His Jesus character preached about whatever Idid... now, this could mean he was helping my political movement, but it could just as well be that they think I am Jesus.
I also said a long time ago that Iwould not talk to big stars or agents... I missed seeing Yoko Ono, who came to town and invited me to reveal myself at a stadium full of people. So she believes in me too. She is a witch, and was surprised when I said that was fine. I really love her. I was convinced by an agent not to go at the last second... so many people in my life are just plants. I was told once that everyone in my life is a plant. I never know if they are messing wtih my head, or it is true... but when the shit really hit the fan, I started noticing all sorts of strang e things... even my girlfriend... she knew what I was talking about one night with my co-host on the way home. I remember being surprised. For awhile, i was going to leave her over this... but I know she loves me, and even if she is a spy, she is the woman I love. Also, when I came home and she knew what I had been talking about, the radio station, which was saying all sorts of things about me, and to me... at that point they had me on live, honey... they also projected me to thousands of computers. They told me children were watching... they even asked me once if I wanted some privacy, but I wanted people to see how I was being tortured and see my life...
God, it is so unbelievable some days. I am Jesus Christ...
scott
John Scott Ridgway February 23 at 3:27pm
I was going to say that the radio station put on some song about I heard what you said or something... I thought they were trying to help me... oh, I was talking about leaving her that night...
There was also a huge push on me to get married. The Pope would have married me. So he knows about me too. He believed in me at first too. I don't even tell people this, but the first people I noticed trying to contact me were the Bushes and the Pope.
There was also a huge push on me to get married. The Pope would have married me. So he knows about me too. He believed in me at first too. I don't even tell people this, but the first people I noticed trying to contact me were the Bushes and the Pope.
John Scott Ridgway February 23 at 3:29pm
I wrote something about bush sr. being honorable, and how I hoped to one day again walk with Paul. The pope really wanted me to become a Catholic and get married. Somehow, I thought of this movie Dogma, which talks about two angels whose wings are torn off, like me and my brother, and how if they went into the Catholic Church it would destroy the universe... so I don't know. Now, I am worried that going into any church will be taken as an endorsement by these people.
Ilana Moalem February 23 at 4:29pm Report
when i say you coming out i mean to the entire humanity...it will happen soon, i can feel it is almost time to rock and roll...
John Scott Ridgway February 23 at 4:39pm
Do you think that I am avoiding this? It is so crazy to even think about, but... maybe I am shirking my responsibilities? I just see myself being either looked at as crazy, or surrounded at least by people who act like I am crazy. Another problem is, once Bush thought that I wanted him to hurt Jews. They were bugging me, and took things wrong. Why they never come before me... I terrify them. I just don't know why? I am hesitant to write what I really think... too many people read out letters back and forth.
We will see. I am going out to dinner and a movie. I am so bad with never taking Maryann out. I sit on the computer and ignore her all night sometimes, practically... we are in the same room,.but... so tonight I hope to make up for it a bit. We are going to her favorite theater... I know this sounds dum, but since the kitty Dash died, I hate leaving the dog alone. She is fine, Iam sure... but... I don't deal with death very well.
Scott
We will see. I am going out to dinner and a movie. I am so bad with never taking Maryann out. I sit on the computer and ignore her all night sometimes, practically... we are in the same room,.but... so tonight I hope to make up for it a bit. We are going to her favorite theater... I know this sounds dum, but since the kitty Dash died, I hate leaving the dog alone. She is fine, Iam sure... but... I don't deal with death very well.
Scott
John Scott Ridgway February 23 at 4:40pm
The Jew thing... I may have made enemies in that world, though that was never my thing. Never. You know me, I want to love everyone, and a religion, color, sex -- those are insconsequential to me.. I judge people on their ethics.
John Scott Ridgway February 23 at 4:41pm
One of the first things I heard about me on the news was , The Jews Are Going To Be Surprised.
John Scott Ridgway February 23 at 4:42pm
I told them that I held no grudge about being crucified... and South Park did an episode where their Jesus repeated my words, that it just was not time yet. Those South Park guys are huge fans, supporters... believers, too.
John Scott Ridgway February 23 at 4:43pm
I think... for all I know, people decided I was not Christ, or just been brainwashed? This would explain my present situation better... why are they so intent on hiding all this from me? Because they are afraid I will not approve of what they do.
Ilana Moalem February 23 at 5:03pm Report
you will soon be facing your tikkun with the jews and i too through you and you through me...i will be validated by the jewish world first through the late rebbe whom are hasidic kabbalists and have been working on bringing me down to earth as the shechinah, and this is what the rebbe will have to do to speak from the grave to unveil me which i think he has already begun contacting certain rabbi's and his rabbi's under him..he speaks to me an the hasids believe if the rebbe is in your dream this is not a dream but real, the hasidic jews are the most spiritual and mystical so they will end the rift through you and me between judaism and christianity and believing in you and me...and that is when after being recieved as the sabbath bride/mother of zion will i also have to validate you..there is a belief that there is 2 messiahs so if that thought is the common consensus they will be waiting for the other, and will most probably believe my husband or son adam is the other...but you are salvation of humanity and gods son..the other messiah is not he has the spirit of god upon him...anyway who knows..god may just do something so huge no one can deny either of us....have fun with M...enjoy the last moments of relative annonymity beloved ....i am really feeling a great wooohoooo...the next stage has begun....big confusion in judaism...there is a demi god which is you, and me a godess of sorts...going to be tough not to be worshipped but we'll both give it our best shot not to be...always we must point the finger to our alien creator GOD
John Scott Ridgway February 24 at 11:17am
Looks like your Rabbi's may know about me.
For God's Sake: Middle East troubles herald Messiah's arrival? - On Faith at washingtonpost.com
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ShareIlana Moalem February 24 at 4:53pm Report
i dont know if they know about you and even if they did, they excpect the messiah to be jewish and teach torah, that is what is written but the entire jewish world has been told to expect the messiah any second as we will know as the world gets worse and when it becomes very bad messiah is expected to arrive...
John Scott Ridgway February 24 at 5:00pm
Who can say what the future will bring? A lot of people think I am Jewish, too, I suppose. When the worst of the surveillance was happening, I was walking and preaching (they got it all), and as I passed a Jewish old folks home, I told them that of course I am Jewish.... And if the Torah is where I end up finding truth? I have never explored it, though I will...
But I do not care whether anyone ever says who I am or not. That is all up to God... maybe this is just another wait and see life? The other thing is, i think all religions are wrong and right. The Mormons were pretty happy that their prophets predicted my arrival in the states... They thought I was a Mormon for awhile, too..
As far as the Jewish nature of Jesus, I feel more at home with Jews than most ethnicities, because we value intellect, humor, and ethics... the guys on my site who are slamming Jews... the blacks in Chicago are filled with Prejudice on this one... they Jews and Blackis have had problems here forever.
But I do not care whether anyone ever says who I am or not. That is all up to God... maybe this is just another wait and see life? The other thing is, i think all religions are wrong and right. The Mormons were pretty happy that their prophets predicted my arrival in the states... They thought I was a Mormon for awhile, too..
As far as the Jewish nature of Jesus, I feel more at home with Jews than most ethnicities, because we value intellect, humor, and ethics... the guys on my site who are slamming Jews... the blacks in Chicago are filled with Prejudice on this one... they Jews and Blackis have had problems here forever.
Ilana Moalem February 24 at 5:45pm Report
reincarnation is completely believed in judaism as a jewish soul always but it is believed that converts to judaism are the highest beings, my mum was born catholic with a jewish father and converted to judaism at 22 when she was sent to a jewish school to teach and felt at home so she converted but converted liberal so by law i had to convert orthadox which i did in 2003 after 10 years of trying and going through a living hell to test me how much i wanted to convert believing in judaism....the panal of judges called the beth din was corrupt at the time, the head was so corrupt and wanted to have sex with me the pig...in the end i said forget it and thought if the bethdin changes i will try again..a year later the head was caught and kicked off the beth din and a new panel was made and appologised to me and said ive lived a jewish life etc they should have immediately converted me and i was sent to the mikveh( ritual bath for immersion)..i will tell you what is completely in my heart and i do not wish to offend you, you know that, and i am not you whom i believe to be not just the messiah but gods son too...so here goes...this is my take on what happened , why you're not carnated jewish etc...i believe the only way for you to bring peace into the world was to leave judaism to gain everyone from all cultures and religions, the world would never listen to a rabbi i dont believe...he must be intouch with the people, understand all of humanity...have the goverments on his shoulders how would a rabbi do this...2nd it is wriiten messiah would be from the line of king david from the fathers side not the mothers which i was when i was mary..not important i think but anyway...i believe the most glorious thing of magnificent beauty would be that jesus comes back exactly the way you have into this lifetime..has all the power which you have and then find judaism..put yourself in the mikvah after re learning torah which most you would remember and then teach....the torah holds the truth with the zohar....the universe was built on 22 building blocks, 22 letters in the hebrew alphabet and our energy field called the merkabah( vehicle of light) which has been proven in science is the star of david....through all my lifetimes i was also many different religions to make sure my intelligent mind believed with all my soul that judaism is the answer and that holds all the secrets to creation etc..which it does...however..you are a genius and genius in human understanding etc so i cant question your way of finding the way to bring the entire world back to the jewish way and torah which is written the messiah will do..as jesus you knew torah and was teaching it....i dont want to put ideas into your head or say your way is not the right way but knowing you and messiah prophesy it would make most sense that you would gather all nations and then say ok...i believe in judaism and convert and then all would, one way..one future, one belief....that is what torah says regarding messiah that he will bring back all to israel and convert everyone....there is a very cool movie called PI a cult movie basically based on torah and fibonnacci's theory...please hire it and watch it...if anything you will just enjoy it but you will see how torah fits into the truth....you would have had to come back a gentile scott there is no other way..there is too much hatred towards jews..you would have to discover that in the end the way is your soul choosing at the end of civilasion as we know it that you have chosen to be jewish ...magnificent epic climax i think to the epic love story of humanity and god and the king messiah...all part of the experiment and free will....
Ilana Moalem February 24 at 7:04pm Report
the reason why you do do not fullfill being from the line of king david through the father is because god is your father, i did however come from the royal bloodline..king davids grandmother was ruth, the first convert to judaism...as you are gods son i am also gods daughter...this has never been revealed as i have had to be protected until the end...and kept secret that as mother mary i am gods daughter called shechinah..the queen and you the son, the king...
John Scott Ridgway February 24 at 11:38pm
My family is thought to be the lost tribe of Israel... our bloodline mysteriously appears, with tremendous wealth and power around the year 100, and were documented fully from 450. I cannot trace my ancestory beyond that.
Ilana Moalem February 24 at 11:43pm Report
you wont need to rove your heritage, god is your father...god used me as the shechinah made human to bring you into this world....
Ilana Moalem February 24 at 11:47pm Report
the jewish world is expecting you right NOW...it is time, i can feel it...i have dropped to my knees in thanks to god for your arrival....and cried tears of relief and happiness....amen
John Scott Ridgway February 24 at 11:48pm
The powers that b make a big deal out of my history... you add up the end of an ancient line of kings, thought to be the lost tribe, with a kid who grew wings... and you have a pretty interesting kid. I see why the watched me...
Ilana Moalem February 24 at 11:51pm Report
they have been watching for your return since birth..infact my intuition says some secret societies may have had a date of the rebirth of christ so they had a heads up to look for all children in your year too..
John Scott Ridgway February 24 at 11:56pm
I was told they knew I was coming. One guy told me he knew my mother from before I was born, that he met her in New Orleans, where she was running a ceremony, and all dressed in white. Very mysteriously, my dad was married to a woman, until he was 45, and had no children. Then, oddly, he switched to my mom. Our blood line was going to die with him... he had only sisters. I suspect they were set up.... because in my mom's family, is the blood of blacks,native americans, and others... I have the blood of all races in me... which I think was a requirement.... think of that, the people of all races would have to come back together to produce someone with all blood lines to make the Messiah.... people made a big deal about this, too.
John Scott Ridgway February 24 at 11:57pm
When i told my Mom I thought I was becoming Jesus, she did not say, Oh, no your not... or get help... She just told me, Read the Bible.... so she knew...
Ilana Moalem February 25 at 2:41am Report
wow, thats amazing..all blood lines with a jewish soul....final redemption now....she was right you should read the bible..both of them..starting with the 1st testament and then 2nd....a mother knows when her son is messiah....or a potential one...like adam my son...but you're here xoxo
John Scott Ridgway February 25 at 6:23am
Okay, My latest Jewish mentor (most of my mentors have been Jewish... the three most influential people so far... and that is not including you), you have convinced me. Today I will start reading the bible all the way through.
Ilana Moalem February 25 at 2:38pm Report
amen
John Scott Ridgway February 25 at 6:46pm
You and I were meant to meet. You have helped me more than you will ever realize. There is no one else He can talk to.
Ilana Moalem February 25 at 9:16pm Report
yes god sent me to you and you to me...what year were you born again, just wondering how many years older you are, im turning 38 this september...i can hardly believe im apart of all of this and re writing the new bible, meaning me in it...thats ilana speaking not the shechinah
John Scott Ridgway February 25 at 9:18pm
1962, I know about being shocked... I did not even believe in Jesus, or religion, or God... for years before this. My shock is pretty evident in waking up Jesus... did I sent you that? I will email it to you if I did not... give me your email...
John Scott Ridgway February 25 at 9:19pm
Any of my books you want, I will send you a pdf.
Ilana Moalem February 25 at 10:08pm Report
ive got waking up jesus, have only read a little so far...
ilanamoalem@hotmail.com
ilanamoalem@hotmail.com
John Scott Ridgway February 25 at 10:13pm
i found it after that..
Ilana Moalem February 25 at 10:49pm Report
its my new email address
Ilana Moalem February 25 at 10:56pm Report
i'm not using the ither one anymore its been blocked...i'll read the torah and new testament too...if you need to ask any questions regarding torah, ask...
Ilana Moalem February 25 at 11:09pm Report
did you know there are 613 daily commanments for a man...very difficult...another tidbit...60% of yyour soul dies when you sleep at night and there are prayers said for protection against the demon spirits that can get to you whilst sleeping..hen you wake up in morning and say thank god for keeping me alive and then you have to wash your hands from left to right 6 times to cleanse your hands from the evil that may have penetrated you whilst sleeping...we wash our hands after using the toilet and before and after food and say blessings before food and after as there is a soul in animals and when we eat them we must bless...before and after..even in plants..everything is alive and must be respected and blessed...
Ilana Moalem February 25 at 11:10pm Report
jeffery mcbride wants to be my friend..just sent me a fb request??
John Scott Ridgway February 26 at 5:15am
Jeffery is from my hometown. He is a radical, who wants to help my movement. One of my guns. An ex soldier, well trained and armed. Might come in handy if I need to go underground.
John Scott Ridgway February 26 at 11:12am
Interesting morning. I think I told you, Jessie Jackson offered to take me to Africa after all the assasination attempts... and how I told them the Chicago Police could protect me... about two minutes later I get something from Jackson on facebook saying to watch Operation Push.... He starts talking about How JESUS IS ALIVE AND WELL IN CHICAGO AND PROTECTED... PROTECTED BY THE WHOLE CITY.
M.and I were discussing our security last night. Two nights ago, about ten cop cars were in front of our apartment, for just one car and one guy... the next night, they had a cop sitting in front of our house all afternoon... and evening... they left after Mary Ann got home...
Then this this morning....
I have been writing about how I am going to start protesting...
M.and I were discussing our security last night. Two nights ago, about ten cop cars were in front of our apartment, for just one car and one guy... the next night, they had a cop sitting in front of our house all afternoon... and evening... they left after Mary Ann got home...
Then this this morning....
I have been writing about how I am going to start protesting...
John Scott Ridgway February 26 at 11:13am
I meant to say I wrote about this about Jackson and the offer and the police, on facebook, then all this stuff happened.
Ilana Moalem February 26 at 3:03pm Report
are they still there? when did jesse write that?
Ilana Moalem February 26 at 3:35pm Report
should i be worried about You?
John Scott Ridgway February 26 at 5:18pm
ILANA... how valuable would you think I am to all the people who know about me? They saw my miracles in this town. Even the average citizens. I am listened to in a way that they have to hide, because I get my way if I push it. The Mayor told me they put up '40' cameras in my neighborhood. They used 40 as a code a lot, because when I was first waking up I was being tempted by people who wanted me to help them take over the world. They offered me a crown, but they lied about so much else, and were attacking me, so I knew they were not working for me, but using me... still, I am very valuable to them.
No, my armies, should it ever come to it, are all over the globe, dear... why do you think China contacted me, and then, since 2007 have propped up the american economy? A bunch of communists came to my aide, and were all thrown in jail... I made Bush let them out. At the time, certain members of his family may or may not have been taken hostage... don't know for sure,but they scared the hell out them Bushes, believe me.. they were on the run in a Bus at one point, surrounding by secret service vans... especially the one Jeb who I called disgraced. I did not know people would kill him merely over me saying that.
Ilana, this city is set up like a trap for people who come after me with all the cameras... after London, we are the most filmed. I go out for a dog walk, five cops drive by. A guy gets pulled over in front of my house, instead of one cop, there are ten. I visit a friend across state, ten cops cars show up on this sleepy little street in a small town in Ohio... and my buddy said he had never seen that many cops any place at once in the town, let alone just sitting on his tiny little quiet street.
Ilana, another thing you forget is I have powers. i do not talk about them much. One effects the weather. My sadness brings rain or snow.... sometimes, in great abundance. My rages bring terrible storms. I think there may be other people who have this, because sailors claimed as much, and I do not think it was purely supersticion? No other industry did such a thing in those times/ Anyways... my point is, they very much fear getting too close to me or I will pretty much destroy them... I could call lightening from the skies should I want to. I have before. When I was waking uip, the trees right in front of my house kept getting hit by lightening. This was some kind of sign. Also, when I had the seizures from the drugs they put me on, to wake me up I guess to my past lives and who i really am (they may do this to others... this is the other side of the brainwash thing -- they told me they did these things because i grew wings, and they knew i was some kind of angel, and they had awoken angels before... maybe God has them do this, and maybe they were doing the bidding of my Angels, as I believe... they wanted me to fight a world war against the middle east...
Anyways, my point is... I PROTECT THIS WORLD. IT DOES NOT PROTECT ME. They know that. They also know that my powers are terrible. I do not control them. They hit for miles and miles. It is like I get into this terrible state and my mind rips and it hurts like hell and I rage and then... the storms. I flooded Chicago when I thought they killed my girlfriend -- which I did because they were not letting me talk to her. I kept calling her, and she never picked u0p. This is not like her. When the storm was raging, they let me get threw to her. She said she did not get one call.
Never underestimate me. That is a mistake many dead people have made.
No, my armies, should it ever come to it, are all over the globe, dear... why do you think China contacted me, and then, since 2007 have propped up the american economy? A bunch of communists came to my aide, and were all thrown in jail... I made Bush let them out. At the time, certain members of his family may or may not have been taken hostage... don't know for sure,but they scared the hell out them Bushes, believe me.. they were on the run in a Bus at one point, surrounding by secret service vans... especially the one Jeb who I called disgraced. I did not know people would kill him merely over me saying that.
Ilana, this city is set up like a trap for people who come after me with all the cameras... after London, we are the most filmed. I go out for a dog walk, five cops drive by. A guy gets pulled over in front of my house, instead of one cop, there are ten. I visit a friend across state, ten cops cars show up on this sleepy little street in a small town in Ohio... and my buddy said he had never seen that many cops any place at once in the town, let alone just sitting on his tiny little quiet street.
Ilana, another thing you forget is I have powers. i do not talk about them much. One effects the weather. My sadness brings rain or snow.... sometimes, in great abundance. My rages bring terrible storms. I think there may be other people who have this, because sailors claimed as much, and I do not think it was purely supersticion? No other industry did such a thing in those times/ Anyways... my point is, they very much fear getting too close to me or I will pretty much destroy them... I could call lightening from the skies should I want to. I have before. When I was waking uip, the trees right in front of my house kept getting hit by lightening. This was some kind of sign. Also, when I had the seizures from the drugs they put me on, to wake me up I guess to my past lives and who i really am (they may do this to others... this is the other side of the brainwash thing -- they told me they did these things because i grew wings, and they knew i was some kind of angel, and they had awoken angels before... maybe God has them do this, and maybe they were doing the bidding of my Angels, as I believe... they wanted me to fight a world war against the middle east...
Anyways, my point is... I PROTECT THIS WORLD. IT DOES NOT PROTECT ME. They know that. They also know that my powers are terrible. I do not control them. They hit for miles and miles. It is like I get into this terrible state and my mind rips and it hurts like hell and I rage and then... the storms. I flooded Chicago when I thought they killed my girlfriend -- which I did because they were not letting me talk to her. I kept calling her, and she never picked u0p. This is not like her. When the storm was raging, they let me get threw to her. She said she did not get one call.
Never underestimate me. That is a mistake many dead people have made.
John Scott Ridgway February 26 at 5:21pm
My sadness and snow. the winter my parents divorced was the worst of my young life. The region was hit by worst blizzard in the countries history, and our small town in ohio was the exact epicenter. Dash died and since then this city has gotten thirty inches of snow, breaking a one year record. They take note of all this and know me for what I am.
John Scott Ridgway February 26 at 5:22pm
BROKE A ONE HUNDRED YEAR OLD RECORD, FROM THE 1830'S...BASICALLY, IT HAS NEVER SNOWED THIS MUCH HERE BEFORE EVER... JUST LIKE THE OTHER BLIZSARD.
John Scott Ridgway February 26 at 5:26pm
It is too weird that I am Facebook.. but if you think of it, where else would God send me to preach? You keep saying all these things you are... well, I believe the world is split into ministers, saints and angels. Some of us are living dark,pain filled lives for reasons of the soul that I do not understand, perhaps Satan -- who was very real once, and though now dead, his workings still live on in the ways of man, and this is what I am here to change. Satan died by the hands of his son, the only pure soul in Hell. My God... when that was happening I could see it... I walked into Hell and offered Satan and the other fallen Angels forgiveness. Then at other times, i must say, Hell seemed like it just did not make sense... but the first night Jesus preached, he preached about hell. The trance was so deep that I cannot remember it. But it convinced people I was Jesus.
John Scott Ridgway February 26 at 5:29pm
I just don't know what to believe, beyond the Golden Rule, pretty much... because i know everyone agrees on this one, and we can all gather around it like a fire and be warmed.
Ilana Moalem February 26 at 5:34pm Report
love you ....i just couldnt bare to lose you again, this is my pain you're hearing, i know what you are beloved...i long to see you again...finding you again gives me peace but my arms ache to hold you again xo
John Scott Ridgway February 26 at 5:37pm
That is sweet. I really do keep meaning to make you a hypno tape to sleep. I will do it on utube. I should be able to put you to sleep in ten... but maybe not? We'll see. The new radio show will give me access to all kinds of recording equipment so I will do it then, actaully.
Funny, you are the only person in the world who is not involved in this conspiracy who knows these things... God has the greatest of plans for you.
Funny, you are the only person in the world who is not involved in this conspiracy who knows these things... God has the greatest of plans for you.
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